Thursday, February 25, 2010
4th day , i had been waiting for your text or call yet , yous didn't did either one. i wonder why ... i texted and gave several calls to yous , yet yous didn't even answer. sometimes i wonder if it's a mistake to go on a relationship with yous. i am like struggling to a point where i even know where to stop. i really don't know am i your girl or just your friend? i tried to ask yous what happen , yous didn't reply. maybe i am the one who is being the kaypo one but i just being worried? maybe i shan't care or wait anymore for your texts or calls , but still thanks for every small or big things and details yous had gave me though , the biggest bear in the house , yous texting me very morning and night and calling me even though yous know that yous will get caught which happens recently but yet yous are still ever so happy just to hear my voice , heping me to wear my shoes , making me smile every single time , hugging me whenever i am cold and even though yous are sick , yous cared for me more then yourself. thanks alot and i am really appreciative of what yous had done for me. i remembered every single details of what you've said and done. thanks once more. (:
Okay! seriously , at times , i can't figure out myself too! although i've told myself not to wait but still deep inside my heart , i do hope yous will text or call me eventually. i just know that i am lucky on that day cus that day is the day yous called me or texted me! anyways , i shall just concentrate in my studies and work right now. that's all. nothing else matters much to me.
being at home these few days , feels great at heart!^^ and i would like to use this opportunity to thank my long lost brother for buying me a big pooh bear which estimated around 60plus? well , for me , it's like expensive okay ... :D thanks bro although i am shocked once i came out from the toilet to see what i merely said to yous , the pooh bear , came right in front of me. :D:D:D thanks bro! will be working tomorrow and saturday , both nana and lena! being able to laugh is the medicine i guess! (: takecare everyone! :D wish me luck for BSE mock and all the upcoming exams! i will be mugging from today onwards , i promise! :D
12:04 AM!
