Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Life had been ups and downs but it's all good though , it's like after rainning , out comes the beautiful sunshine and rainbow , although there's negative terms , but it helps people understand each other more better. i think i should be so happy right now as people in my life are as happy as ever like the first time i knew them. i thank god for helping me going through this knot in my heart. i went ahead with my plans for meeting people at wee hours and although it's tiring but i felt happy which i couldn't dersribe the feelings. hmms , i am on the night shift mode and i might sleeping on bus with the cute girl Sandra , misses her alot^^! :D as for today , i'll be meeting him again=D
*** Yous made it seems that your ex left yous a deep scar and it hurts yous deeply , i do understand perfectly that yous do not want to tell me. i wished yous well , i felt so sad that because of my dispute with family that causes me not to see yous on tuesday , it totally sucks that point of time when my darling msged that you're there , although yous didn't tell me what's the reason that causes yous to be like that but do know that i'll be here for yous no matter what. really wish yous would communicate with me more. yups , here i wish yous all the best and may yous find a better girl and too last long with her. =D Takecare!
Labels: daily rants.
11:20 PM!
Monday, July 13, 2009
The Way Yous Smile , It Really Melts My Heart. <3
If only you're happy , it really makes me happy too and also worth while^^!
Silly Friend , (:
AND OH YA , i've made up with my darling girl , thxs for understanding my intentions , much appreciated! (: I Hearts Jenny Sis. <3
6:50 PM!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
If yous think that i am so irritating in your life , is okay , i shan't really bother with your life. (:
this will be MY post.
ytd i really kneeled down and begged God for forgiveness. i did not know why but i eventually did. i have lost a beloved sister for christ's sake. she is not what i knew. i really regretted to keep bugging in her life and she took me as a annoying person and that she got used to what i've said. sighs , i shall not bother since that girl said. i was so pissed with what she had said ytd in her blog and even got mad with her lies. i told my other sister that she can explain to me right? i've been waiting for her msg for the whole day. i do have reason why i yelled at her over her blog and msg and i do not see why i should explain here. i have only thought in her shoes and it seems though that i am the devil that always screaming and bugging her life till she feels and finds me irritating and annoying and i should stop going to her life and ends it. if only she would ... just try to explain and tell me the whole situation and tells me that i am WRONG , i will straight away apologise. cus for all i know , she isn't lying all along and that she really wanna get away with kk for a good reason? BUT ALAS , she didn't. i thought that even though we might not be sisters anymore but i will still be with her no matter what even though she had made me so mad. i really don't know i really treats her like my own sister and treats her better then my real blooded sister. anyways , since it ends this way , i do pray to God , hoping that she'll be alright and may everything runs smooth for her and hopes that nothing bad falls upon her and make her back to square one for her which brings her so sad. Thank O Lord, Amen.
End of post.
(: May God bless everyone in this world and to the world of third world countries. May love spreads to everyone bring warmth and happiness to everyone.(:
Labels: My feelings/rantings.
11:19 PM!
Monday, July 6, 2009
i am really pissed off till i really wanna break down.
TO THAT PERSON:
Yous can bluff all yous want , but eventually i will find out! yous bluff me again! i already warned yous ytd! instead yous cover yourself! anyways , just takecare and i wash my hands off yous! no longer sister! bye!
7:46 PM!
