Sunday, October 25, 2009
I HATE MY HAIRRRRRR!!!!! I REGRETTED CUTTING MY HAIRRR!!!!!! SOMEONE HELPPPP!!!!!
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bloody arse!!! i simply am ugly so it doesn't matter anyways. SIGHS!!
4:47 AM!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I SUCKED AT EVERYTHING!! I AM UGLY!! I AM STUPID!! I AM ANNOYING!!
From this point of time , i had every intention to quit school. i really couldn't focus or get anything to my head. i guess is i don't have the drive to study like i did last year. really sucks manxz. last time , i would make it a point to come school early and study and i would be the first to arrive at school but now? i would arrive half to 1 hour later. last time , i studied like mad during the 2nd term and i remembered that i would spent time listening to teacher even though i couldn't really concentrate. i really hate myself like right now and really think of dropping dead. sighs ~~ i even didn't turned up to class just cus i am plain lazy. but i do have interview though. ... i really get mad when i have no desires to even study , when my mum's expectation is high. she really thoght that i might be a proud good girl who gets in to poly. i guess my dreams are really clashing out at this point of time if i continue to be a shag person. oh lord~~ help me. help me to become a changed person , to be like the last time me who worked hard although the 1st term i played and got bad results. ... but , it's still no point right? sighs , just tahan bah i guess in this life. i have one chance right now and i really do not wanna flunk again and become a useless person. okay , from tml onwards , i am sooo gonna study. i will attain GPA 3.4 or higher. i am not gonna disappoint my mum. my mum is my motto and my drive. i am gonna bring home books to study. jiayou michelle ong hui jin! :DDDD
this is my vention and i am so sry if my post is such a bore to yous. these few days , i have been my oh my precious sister , hahas , straight after school , went home and bathed and met her. life is always the same but i am still happy though!! :D haha!! alright , i would end my post with a final picture.
if it's ugly , i am so sry cus i was born ugly. (:
12:59 AM!
Sunday, October 4, 2009
overdued pictures :
** i wished yous were there whenever i need yous and know that i'll be by your side whenever youa need me. i am so glad and happy that yous are always replying my messages. i am waiting and will always be waiting for yous. BL<3
6:45 AM!
Friday, October 2, 2009
yOs! wassup!! hahas , i was being lame , nowadays i am super busy with work till i didn't have time to spend with family , friends , sisters , brothers and MOST IMPORTANTLY ALL MY DARLINGS! ): i had neglected yous guys. sry babes and hunks. D: nowadays , i realise relationships means nothing to me , seriously , i am sick and tired of hearing all the shits and comments ppl tells me about guys. now my mind clearly says that money and time is the utmost piority to me , money is to not only give my mum to spend but also me to spend , so it's like 3/4 giving my mum while the rest is mine. i spotted a high heel shoe and dress at vivo's topshop while walking with one of my guy friend and it costs like 180 going to 200!!! i'm like si liao , half of my money gone but bobian , i really loved the shoes and clothes. i am dying to go there again!!! off day i am gonna my mum to bring me there and buy!!! heheh!! tml is my pay day!!! i am gonna collect my pay tml but i am going save still. (: besides that , i am gonna lose weight already cus i've gained weight. shit , it totally sucks can? whatever it is , i am gonna go swimming , (: anyways , here i would wish still for happiness in this world and loves spreading everywhere.
This is specially deiciated to Huda Darling<3
Sry babe , didn't get to wish yous on your birthday! so sry , i don't care , go school must celebrate for yous even though it's like damn long ago. i felt bad but i remembered that i bought yous a present lehh. heheh , i still got heart. *opps , thick-skinned* i miss yous alot lah laopo and i really really wished that yous gonna be happy every single day and many ppl loving and caring for yous. really miss yous sia!!! haha , and also may your wishes come true!!! :D i wish for the school to repopen fast so that i can give yous the presents soon enough , hahah! i hope yous would love the present. now , here i wish yous HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! <3
and to the rest of my darlings ,
i haven't forgotten about yous okay!! i miss each and everyone of yous!! hope school reopens fast and can get to see yous all fast!!! woohooo!!!<3
8:11 AM!
