Sunday, November 1, 2009
I am just uploading pictures. (:
**I took out braces!! :D
Jenny is my Love. <3
6:01 AM!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I HATE MY HAIRRRRRR!!!!! I REGRETTED CUTTING MY HAIRRR!!!!!! SOMEONE HELPPPP!!!!!
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bloody arse!!! i simply am ugly so it doesn't matter anyways. SIGHS!!
4:47 AM!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I SUCKED AT EVERYTHING!! I AM UGLY!! I AM STUPID!! I AM ANNOYING!!
From this point of time , i had every intention to quit school. i really couldn't focus or get anything to my head. i guess is i don't have the drive to study like i did last year. really sucks manxz. last time , i would make it a point to come school early and study and i would be the first to arrive at school but now? i would arrive half to 1 hour later. last time , i studied like mad during the 2nd term and i remembered that i would spent time listening to teacher even though i couldn't really concentrate. i really hate myself like right now and really think of dropping dead. sighs ~~ i even didn't turned up to class just cus i am plain lazy. but i do have interview though. ... i really get mad when i have no desires to even study , when my mum's expectation is high. she really thoght that i might be a proud good girl who gets in to poly. i guess my dreams are really clashing out at this point of time if i continue to be a shag person. oh lord~~ help me. help me to become a changed person , to be like the last time me who worked hard although the 1st term i played and got bad results. ... but , it's still no point right? sighs , just tahan bah i guess in this life. i have one chance right now and i really do not wanna flunk again and become a useless person. okay , from tml onwards , i am sooo gonna study. i will attain GPA 3.4 or higher. i am not gonna disappoint my mum. my mum is my motto and my drive. i am gonna bring home books to study. jiayou michelle ong hui jin! :DDDD
this is my vention and i am so sry if my post is such a bore to yous. these few days , i have been my oh my precious sister , hahas , straight after school , went home and bathed and met her. life is always the same but i am still happy though!! :D haha!! alright , i would end my post with a final picture.
if it's ugly , i am so sry cus i was born ugly. (:
12:59 AM!
Sunday, October 4, 2009
overdued pictures :
** i wished yous were there whenever i need yous and know that i'll be by your side whenever youa need me. i am so glad and happy that yous are always replying my messages. i am waiting and will always be waiting for yous. BL<3
6:45 AM!
Friday, October 2, 2009
yOs! wassup!! hahas , i was being lame , nowadays i am super busy with work till i didn't have time to spend with family , friends , sisters , brothers and MOST IMPORTANTLY ALL MY DARLINGS! ): i had neglected yous guys. sry babes and hunks. D: nowadays , i realise relationships means nothing to me , seriously , i am sick and tired of hearing all the shits and comments ppl tells me about guys. now my mind clearly says that money and time is the utmost piority to me , money is to not only give my mum to spend but also me to spend , so it's like 3/4 giving my mum while the rest is mine. i spotted a high heel shoe and dress at vivo's topshop while walking with one of my guy friend and it costs like 180 going to 200!!! i'm like si liao , half of my money gone but bobian , i really loved the shoes and clothes. i am dying to go there again!!! off day i am gonna my mum to bring me there and buy!!! heheh!! tml is my pay day!!! i am gonna collect my pay tml but i am going save still. (: besides that , i am gonna lose weight already cus i've gained weight. shit , it totally sucks can? whatever it is , i am gonna go swimming , (: anyways , here i would wish still for happiness in this world and loves spreading everywhere.
This is specially deiciated to Huda Darling<3
Sry babe , didn't get to wish yous on your birthday! so sry , i don't care , go school must celebrate for yous even though it's like damn long ago. i felt bad but i remembered that i bought yous a present lehh. heheh , i still got heart. *opps , thick-skinned* i miss yous alot lah laopo and i really really wished that yous gonna be happy every single day and many ppl loving and caring for yous. really miss yous sia!!! haha , and also may your wishes come true!!! :D i wish for the school to repopen fast so that i can give yous the presents soon enough , hahah! i hope yous would love the present. now , here i wish yous HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! <3
and to the rest of my darlings ,
i haven't forgotten about yous okay!! i miss each and everyone of yous!! hope school reopens fast and can get to see yous all fast!!! woohooo!!!<3
8:11 AM!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Bored , exams are coming and i gonna be dead soon. *bangs*
suddenly it occurs me that me and yous are drifting apart. it's like one end to the other end and it really triggers me to think over our relationship. should we just continue or simply just end it? *sighs* tell me what yous really want!! i don't wanna just guess and think everything is okay which i think is totally not. *sighs*
i am totally dead beat and hungry now. TIMING:12:40PM , going for lunch break *Happy Face* later meeting BelovedSis Jenny later , let's talk the shit out! WAHAHAHA!
BYEBYE!!
9:31 PM!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
i am super bored every single day ever since my "old" boss sacked me due to some stupid reasons. sighs , sians sia everyday , find work , earn money , go shopping! hahaha!
`` wish yous were here to kill my boredness. HAHA! but .. you're always with your borhters and would once in a blue moon come to tpy with some of your brothers. i pray and pray for that day to come! i really regreted to work that day! if not can get to see yous!!! :(:(:( ``
tata ppl. idk what i'm gonna do later but gotta kill time still. HAHA!!
Labels: came out from my stupid shell. -.-
11:10 PM!
